I have to admit it. I didn't realize public speaking was part of the job title of missionary when I sighned up 16 years. That part must have been in the fine print that I didn't read.Now when we are in Japan, I do have to share short Bible talks and devotionals, but usually the numbers are very few and the Japanese are quiet gracious as I stumble along reading my prepared talk as we "bring the church to Japan".
On Home Assignment though, sharing in front of all kinds of groups is not opptional, but required and needed as we are here in America to "bring Japan to the church". One way to do that is to share our unique experiences of missionary life, stories of Japanese lives changed and humbling, but awesome, accounts of all God has done in, through and often in spite of us.I have asked God to change my attitude this year on home assignment.
Instead of just trying to "survive" those knee-shaking moments in the spotlight, I have asked God to help me "thrive", to do well at the work He has given me.I was reminded recently in a Bible study that God has purposefully called me to share so therefore He will enable me and somehow use me. I sure wish I was the one in the back row listening though, instead of the one on center stage talking...but, then again that is probably the very reason He has me there.
